No, I got that part. It's just, uh, I'm not a very practical guy. I don't want to feel the way I'll feel if someone I should've killed kills again and I don't care if that's impractical or selfish.

[This is just emotional for him - more than he was exactly consciously aware. Realizing that, he laughs a little, backing up.]

Shit, look. Mainly? I was just saying I'd axe the spare because Jonas was trying to get them to give themselves up, and I wanted to be the bad cop for his whole thing. If the vote had gone to Noctis, I dunno if I'd have killed Terra! Maybe, maybe not. But it turns out I kinda disagree with you anyway.